Looks like you are up the creek minus the proverbial paddle. Things are definitely going seriously wrong. You really have to take stock of your life at once before it descends even further into the slough of despond. Someone certainly has your number and they are making your life miserable. Get a grip, change your job, move house, emigrate, leave town whatever you feel is best do it immediately for things can only get better. In love you have had it, no way Pedro.
The time has come for you to stop and think why everything is falling apart around you. It may well be that you are your own worst enemy, effectively creating the chaos that you laughingly call your life. Don't just accept that for you things always fail, do something about it! If you feel that you are nothing more than a slave then wake up and rebel. Remember if you expect to be treated like a drudge then you likely will be. Get yourself some attainable aspirations, snap out of the chains that bind you and go for it. Otherwise you are destined to sink deep into the stinking pit of despair.
